Overcoming

I'm gonna start hitting ACA work again. Hard core.
I've been slipping a little and I find myself in a fall back.
It's only these passed few days that I've fallen back. I was doing really well.
I guess we all have our up's and down's. It's REALLY important to me to keep pushing and working on myself. I don't wanna wake up in a world where I am back where I started.
Had a chat with my mentor earlier today and she comfirmed everything I was feeling.
She said that when it happens to her, when she has a "fall back", it almost feels like we have to get over the person/situation all over again. That is exactly what I feel like and it's really freaking me out.
All the work this past year and a half has not exactly been easy. Especially not these past 8 months, counting after I got over Jordan.
I know that I have years of theraphy and work to do on my self, and it won't be easy.
But I am a survivour and I will overcome.

In the end, we only regret the chances we didn't take,
relationships we were too afraid to have,
and the decisions we waited too long to make.

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